I Love Him When

I love him when I 

Don't have to think on 

My own passions. 

I reach for him and  

Love him until I 

Lock the door. 

Behind me he beats 

The sheets and warm walls, 

While I go out-side.

In the cold and still

Dark world in day we 

Make nonsense. 

I can't remember 

That love because I  

Can't remember my 

Self.