Emerson
My little warrior one,
The sister's special sun,
The darling of the father,
The lightning yet to come,
I found you 'for I saw you,
In the deepest eyes
Of brown and green and blonder things
Of Alexandra's smiles.
Have you heard the tales
Enough to make you weep?
You are still too young to know
The secrets we yet keep.
A family is everything,
And blood will boil the stone.
But speak in words and listen long
And maybe red will run.
And maybe rock will rust,
Oxidized in breath
Of the very voice that grows
Now within your chest.
Maybe on this day,
You turn around and bloom,
Maybe there's an octave more
Your range will stretch up to
And down into the depths
To find both sky and root,
For, both are yours, my handsome one,
If you press on, unmute.
For, once upon a life,
There will be such a one,
As will defy all logic,
Knock down what's lost or won.
And if you counted up
Until that fated time
All the pros and cons, well hun,
This one outnumbers rhyme.
You will do your best,
As I expect you to,
To calm, consider nurture
And what's naturally accrued.
In mathematics, hemispheres,
Or literary lands,
In flights of notes through ear and air,
Or flows of bodily brands,
In building brooks and balconies
Each brick by bolder beam,
In microscopic visions of
The multiversersial seam,
In all the ways you find
Your curiosity
Drawing you into the world
Well, so you'll start to gleam
That no matter the way
Into the explanation,
This one is yours and you belong
To this, one, punctuation.
You see, she has been my baby,
This woman cradling you,
Who carried you awhile,
And longer grew you too,
And who forever will,
Forever, not until:
As soon as you were known,
You wrote your mother's will.
As she has written mine,
From centuries ago,
Lifetimes that see space-time
Bending all I know.
She has been my purpose,
My shame and my distress,
My greatest joy and honor,
My Saulite, my best.
She, in lighted aura,
No matter where she's gone,
No matter what she willed,
Has been the paragon
Of me, who is becoming
Ever more myself.
And you are now the chariot
That leads her to herself.
So let me love you more
Than veins through you can bear,
And in this wasteful world we'll not
A single droplet spare.
And if you want me not,
At this time or the next,
I'll hang on tight but all cool-like
Until you shoot a text.
And then, my little warrior niece,
You better know your strength,
For even in the depths of doubt
Your Auntie's an arm's length
Away, no matter what the pain
Or what the whirling dervish!
She'll be there to fight the fight
Or just stand at your service.
I love you, handsome Emerson,
I love you, you will see,
All the ways I love you,
All you mean to me.
I see you in my sister,
In whom I see myself.
So, selfishly, I love you;
Your heart holds my own wealth.
And teach me how to love you back,
I have yet much to learn,
People-watch or strolls in parks,
In sharing we're reborn.
Have I said, "I love you" yet,
My little warrior heart?
I'll answer that: "Not lately, no."
Well then, I love you, you little fart.